To my fellow bloggers.

It's been over a month since my last post. This shall be quick.

-JV Soccer. Oh yes. I tried hiding it from Meghan, she eventually found out.
-Meghan and I are no longer friends.
-Our team is undefeated. Varsity sucks. HA! :)
-I'm not in the mood to blog.

Peace.

In urgent need of sleep:

I am so tired. I have no eneregy left.

My schedule for today:
6:30 wake up.
8-2:30 school.
3-5:45 soccer.
5:45-6:15 soccer meeting.
Ate dinner.
Took a shower.
Hopped on facebook.
And now I'm on here to post about my day, and then I'm going to do my French homework, and then I'm going to play cards with my dad, followed by working on my mystery project (desiree knows what I'm talking about), and then going to bed.

BLAH!

My ankle is swollen up like a watermelon, and it hurts pretty bad, especially when we have to do sprints. It's been this way for about a week. Oh well. I'm not going to the doctor. Ever. So, thank goodness for ice. It's not really that big of a deal. I'm just going to deal with it.

There's too much drama in this world, I'm not going to add my own in and increase the problem.

Drama is retarded. So stop spreading it. Thanks.

Well, good nite.

NO SOCCER PRACTICE TOMORROW!!!!! YES!!!!

Imma fatty!

Mmk. Hello to my non present readers. Guess who made the soccer team....

MEEEE!!! Yes! 5 second dance party! Woot!

Tryouts were easy and whatnot. So yes. Actually, everyone made the team. They decided not to cut anyone. :) I'm a star. Imma imma star... haha. jk. Totally kidding.

2 weeks ago, Meghan and I went ice skating. That was okay. Except I couldn't skate well because I lost an edge on one foot. (I got no traction.) I didn't fall though which was good.

Last night, I went ice skating by myself. There was 4 other people in the rink. It was awesome. I did pretty much whatever I wanted. I did fall a couple times, but over all, it was fun. Except my entrances need some work.... *shudders*.

Anyways. So I found out that Desiree is on Ravelry so I added her. :) Yay yay yay.

It's REALLY UBER nice out. I've been out most of the afternoon. I'm ready for summer. I want to go swimming!!

So yes. Well, I have tons of algebra homework to do. YUCK!

I'm going with my sister to the Border's New Moon Release Partaaaaay in 2 weeks. Fun fun fun!!

Oh yes. So I have to explain why I titled this post like I did. You see, the coach said not to eat junk food this weekend. Well...

Friday: Pancakes, Chocolate Malt, Chocolate Milk
Saturday: More pancakes, Chocolate milk, cake and ice cream (from b-day party), cheeseburgers, more chocolate milk (again) and later another piece of cake, lemonade
Sunday: Pancakes (One more time), sonic, chocolate milk, lemonade.

I think I'm addicted to sugar. What about you? Don't answer that.

Merci beacoup Meghan(:

Meghan, meghan, meghan. So she's decided she wants to go ice skating tonight, so we're going together. Then she might be staying the night. (yes! this gets me out of going to church) So. Yes. I'm excited. :) I just hope she doesn't break an ankle or something... and it's probably going to be crazy busy :/ oh well.

Well, I guess I should go clean or watch tv or eat. Mhm. I have soccer practice all next week, and the cuts are on Thursday. My mom is mad that I'm trying out. She says, "You're too small to play soccer. The other girls will tower over you. And besides, all of the other girls have probably played on leagues before and the coach will pick those people." Awesome mom. Thanks. Glad to see you encourage me every day. ^eye roll^ :P

Gah. So yes. Cleaning. Fun. Well, not really. I guess I should call Meghan now, since I said I would. So. This is me finishing my post.

What? I know right? *Complaining post! Heads up!*

Yeah. So I don't really want to post. But I shall, since I haven't in a while. To top start things off, here's an overview of my week so far.

Monday: Wake up, get yelled at, go to school, ton of homework, come home.

Tuesday: Wake up, get yelled at some more, crappy day at school, got a 4th tardy from my stupid English teacher who only happens to count my tardies but not the other kids', had to go to the doctor who thought Landon (obnoxious 6 year old cousin) was my brother, came home, got yelled at more.

Today: Wake up. Got yelled at again, FOR 30 FREAKING MINUTES. (I swear, I was on the verge of punching my mother.) Ate breakfast. Mom is still yelling. She takes me to school, still yelling! Got to school, so pissed off from listening to my mother all morning. In 4th hour, got called down to the office for an ASD. I don't get ASD's. I CAN'T get ASD's. I am so beyond dead. In art, we hear that a kid that I know is missing and possibly committed suicide. I didn't know the kid that well, but it freaked me out. I'm still kinda freaked out from Logan so this other kid's possible suicidal attempt scared the hell out of me.. (They later found him alive, thank goodness.) In STAR (homeroom/advisory/whatever you want to call it) got grade cards. 5 C's and 2 B's. I am even more beyond dead. I am at the lowest level of dead.

So today, pretty much blew. I can't decide if I should tell my mom about my ASD and get grounded for life, or if I should lie and say I have to study... which she would probably eventually find out about and I'd be in more trouble...

My prediction for the rest of my high school life: Getting yelled at. Coming home. Getting yelled at. Parents will fight, then I'll get yelled at. Then I'll be "late to bed" and get yelled at again. Then I'll be told how I can't be trusted and I'm not going to have a life, and I'm going to end up on the street, homeless. (It's usually only my mom who yells. My dad is the one who has anger issues. They both ground me all the time. I'm immune to it though. But anyways, it's my mom who pisses me off.) It's like... a never ending cycle.

It sucks.

I'm not looking forward to getting my liscense. Well I am, but I'm not. When my sister was in high school... my mom would call her about 4 minutes after school got out and started yelling and screaming why she wasn't home yet. yeah. That's what I get to look forward to.

My sister said to me, "You know, you're always welcome to stay with us." Yeah. I might take up that offer. PERMANENTLY.

Gee. My mom wants me to get good grades. Too bad she grounds me if I work on homework past like.. 8. Meghan is becoming so... arrogant, and Jacob.... ugh. Don't even let me start.

Woah. I'm sorry if you're reading this. I just don't tell anyone about this, so it all kind of builds up and explodes. I hate complaining because nobody cares anyway, so why even bother?

On the bright side today, my Physical Sciece student teacher informed me that I made it into Honors Biology. :D Yay! Sweet! See Desiree? I don't need you're stupid book.. I passed all on my own. I want to tell my parents, but I am waiting.. for this...

"Mom, by the way, I have an ASD thanks to my stupid teacher. MY grades also suck. BUT..... I made it into honors biology! So shut up! And be happy!. Or I'll duck tape you to a sock and stick you in your own shoe.

But what's actually going to happen is this:

Me: I have an ASD butdontworryaboutit! It's on thursday and wegotgradecheckstoday.... I have 5 C's.... But.. I MADE IT! INTO! HONORS! BIOLOGY!!!

Her: KELSEY NICOLE! YOU ARE GROUNDED FOREVER! (she always says that, never means it.) WHY THE HELL DID YOU GET AN ASD! DO YOU NOT CARE ABOUT.. blah blah blah blah blah... ^insert boring lecture here^ YOU'RE SUCH A... blah blah blah ^insert mean words here^

Me: *Blankly stares at the wall.

Her: WOULD YOU ANSWER ME!

Me: Why even bother. You're just going to tell me what a bad person I am anyways, so why don't we just skip right to that.

You know, because of my mom, I don't like talking to people very much anymore. I don't even try to do well in school, because it's never good enough for her. I'm so much more shy now than I've ever been in my entire life.

And today I get in the car, and she says, "you look angry." Then she started laughing at me and poking.

I don't have a close relationship with my mom. At all. Our car rides consist of silence. When she talks, it's always about school work or she always complains to me about having no free time. (She stays at home all day on her computer. Boo hoo for her.. you know, some parents actually WORK unlike that lazy sloth.) Now I know where I get my complaining skills. :/ Sorry for all reading this. Though I don't know why you would.

I don't see the point in telling people stuff. It's all drama. Like this. It's retarded. Even though it hurts, it's so stupid. I'm not going to ruin someone else's day.

Oh I felt like adding this. Both of my parents go through my stuff. I can't keep journals, or anything personal because they go through all of it. A couple months ago, I wrote on an index card all of the things that were on my mind, just to get it all out. I stuck it in a book, put the book on my shelf. I come home from school, and what do I find? The index card on the floor, with a note attatched that my mom wrote about all the things I did wrong. Yeah. I was so beyond pissed off.

My dad, has an internet blocker set up. So like blogger, is blocked. Lucky for me, I know how to get around all of his stupid filters. Also, any file I save on my laptop, he goes through and reads it from a different computer. I don't know.. how the hell he does it. When he grounds me, he gets on my computer and snoops around. Several times he's read and SAVED my facebook chats with OTHER PEOPLE!!!!!!!!! There was one chat. That he saved. It was so personal to the other person... and my dad thought they were suicidal. I got so mad, I just broke down crying because I had no way to even begin to describe my anger. I've never been so mad at him in my life.

My sister had to go through all of this too. A few weeks ago, I spent the weekend with my sister. I just said to her "You know, I don't want to have kids because I'm afraid I'm going to raise them like mom raised us. I'd be a horrible mother because I would never know how to raise them any other way." You know what she said? She was like, I know. That's the exact same thing I always think about.

She affects everyone. I would be dead if she saw this, but she won't. Blogger is the one place that where I can write things like this, and not have it read by them. Amen for blogger, sorry for my readers. I've just had to deal with this a lot more lately.

Oh, I'm going to try out for the soccer team. That will be fun. I'm friends with most of the girls who are trying out. But DON'T SAY ANYTHING about it to Meghan, or Jacob, or anyone. Because I just don't want Meghan to know. She'll be all nosy and try to do it better than me, which is like her favorite thing to do.

Mhm forget singles skating, I'm moved on to bigger and better things. I am in love with Pairs skating/Ice Dancing. Laugh if you want, but it's gorgeous. Did y'all (look at me, I'm southern!) see the gold medalists' pairs ice dancing performance? It was amazing! When I saw it, I knew they had the gold. I was right! (That's a first..) Yay for Canada for taking the gold. :)

*EDIT: Dad said to me, "if you're not in bed at ten you're grounded. That's 30 minutes. Hurry up. Or I'm taking all of your electronic devices away." Well, look who's getting grounded. That would be me. Guess who doesn't care.... still me. Guess I'm grounding my self in a way. A bed time is retarded, and unnecessary for a high schooler. So. Go ahead and ground me, that's nothing new. He can ground me all he wants, but it has no effect on me.

Soccer + pairs figure skating + honors biology = A Very Happy Kelsey :)

Hola :)

Como.. como... es tas? Je pense? Je ne sais pas. Moi, je ne parle pas l'espagnol, et je suis tres mal a parler en francais. Hmm.

We had a sub that spoke french to us today. And... I had no clue what she was saying. Ya know? *woosh* Right over my head.

Meghan went home sick........ :D

Jacob didn't...... :/

Come here Jacob, let me cough on you...

So much snow, I love it.

Reasearch in English the next 3 days in lab.
Working on comic strip in art. *BLAH!*
Finishing a lab in science. (We got to wear these uber cool goggles. Like scuba divers' goggles, minus the nose part) ;]
We had to read out loud in History. :( Yuck-ith-a.
School is retarded.
My dog needs to stop licking his paws before he barfs up another hair ball. :/

I'm so sick of talking about school. I'll stop.

My iPod is scratched up. And acting all crazy like.

I want to make spaghetti tacos. Never tried them. But I don't like crunchy taco shells, I prefer the soft shells. (That's what she said.. hahaha :)but seriously though, enough with the jokes.)

Hi Maddie :)

New recipe-

Just invented the best thing ever... I shall share.

Strawberry Banana Smoothie:
-2 cups of milk
-yogurt (optional)
-a little bit of vanilla flavoring
-3 to 4 strawberries
-1 small(ish) banana
-1 to 2 small scoops vanilla ice cream

And if you like it really cold, you can add ice in it. But too much ice will water it down. (Yes, I learned that the hard way.) It's good.

Ooh, I'm such a bad person..

Meghan asked me what my blog was.. I told her I didn't remember what it was...

Olympics in 2 days! SO EXCITED! It will be great. :]

Hello. I am going to start my post here. So. My cousins have ever so gratefully given me their sickness. I stayed home today because of it. Which totally sucked because it was boring.

As of right now, I have no voice. And I have to do dialogue in French tomorrow, so I'm not sure how that's going to work out..

On the bright side of today, my mom had to pick up my cousin from school, so I got 40 minutes of time alone. All of that time was well spent- ice skating. My patio. Was covered. In ice. (Yesterday I iced it.) Who cares if I'm sick.. as long as I can skate. Oh my goodness. Toe Loop- consistent. Axel- major fail. Half jump-much improved. Spins-MUCH better. But it also sucked because I can only skate when my mom isn't there. She doesn't like it. My dad could care less, but for some reason.. my mom is a cow about it. Don't ask, because I have no clue why. It's just one of those stupid things that annoy her. Maybe it's because I'm good. ;) Well, on a preliminary level. Hahaha. (That was a joke.) That was good. Rofl. That's what she said! Hahaha. Jacob would be so proud.. lol.. So any time I skate, it has to be a secret. I skate when my dads there. I just don't understand the absense of logic of my mother. Actually.. I know y'all don't care about this, so I'll change the subject. (Woah, I went all southern there. I've been hanging around Skylar too much!)

Thanks to you, Brandon, I have that "99 times" song stuck in my head.

Meghan told me that Maddie hit herself at lunch... no comment.

I'm thinking about going outside now and ice skating, even though it's dark out. My parents are gone. So.. they wouldn't know... but my aunt would. Oh well. She can kiss my fish. (Hahaha. That was lame.)

Samm and Clay are going out now! *Chorus of "awwwes" break out*
They are soo cute together. :) <3

Woah, sorry. I think I'm like.. high on cough drops. As you may know from the post below this.

I want to work on my art project, but it's at school.... I could work on art sketches for the project thingy... Nah.

This post is incredibly boring, and I apologize for all of you who are currently reading this. Although, if you've gotten this far, you clearly have no life.

My mother was quoting scripture again today. Yeah. That's great mom, good for you. But it doesn't do you any good until you apply it. Which I know you never will because you're too perfect to do that.. *eye roll*

This post is slightly awkward... ^

So yes. Starbucks sounds great right now. So does ice skating........

Well, I'm going to go skate. I'll try not to break anything.

Toodaloo.

*Oh crap, I just remembered I have homework to do! And a French vocab test to do! YUCK! And dialogue to practice!*

Oh well. It. Can. Wait.

Miss you Logan...

See yaz. :)

Screw you cough drops..

I think my cousin gave me his strep throat. I have no voice, and my throat hurts like no other. And these cough drops are not helping. I might as well go eat candy. But, I feel like making a list. Because I don't want to type. So.

Hi there :)
-So. Halls fruit breezers cough drops. Taste yummy, but don't do squat.
-Meghan doesn't enjoy Jacob and I's "thats what she/he said" jokes.
-I have homework I should be doing. But. I don't feel good, so I'm not doing it.
-Hi. Yeah. Desiree and Anna, you're whole little fight is pretty pointless. Not like either one of them is going to read this. I hope.
-Dear strep throat, go away. And while you're at it, could you give me my voice back?
-Tomorrow is life groups.... borrringggggg.. I wonder if Elly is going to stalk me again.
-Elly is such a wierd name..
-I used to spell 'wierd' wrong. Until I looked it up a few weeks ago.
-How do authors come up with a story that isn't cliched?
-I better pass that Honors Biology test..
-I better study for that Biology test...
-I'm going to fail that Biology test....
-Notice how after the word test, the number of periods vary each time?
-I am going to make hot chocolate. 30% because my throat hurts, 70% because I love chocolate :)
-Yeah. Hi.
-So I'm bailing on any plan I once had. It's not working, as expected.
-Au revoir tout le monde.

Vanilla.

So. Good morning. I'm exhausted. First off, homecoming sucked. It was so boring. 30 minutes into it, I was ready to go home and there was hardly anyone there. But after that, Alex B. and Skylar decided they wanted to go to Steak and Shake to eat with a group of 18 kids, and they invited me. So we got to Steak and Shake, placed our order, and it took our waitress an hour just to get us our water. The place was packed. People were coming in like crazy. So then a group of drunk adults came in, and sat at the table right behind us. They were talking loud and obnoxiously, when they all just stood us and started screaming and cussing eachother out. Everybody in the restaurant was staring at them. One of the guys actually picked up a chair and almost threw it at the guy across from him. Finally one the employees called the police, and they all left. Of course I was freaked out, and I was shaking for 30 minutes after all of that. :/ I'd never been so close to passing out in my life. It scared me. I don't know why.

Oh, and I also moved the table next to me so everyone would to have a place to sit. And, I broke a plate that I didn't see sitting on it. It shattered, and of course, everyone was laughing. :/

They were so slow at getting our food out to us... we finally got it, ate it, and left at 2:30. By the time I got home and was finally ready for bed, it was almost 5. So yeah... I'm pretty tired.

Oh back tracking here just a little. Before the dance, we had to go to Skylar's house to get pictures, and the sidewalk up to her house was an incline. And.. it was covered in ice. So we all slid off, and ended walking in the snow. It was cold.. but funny.

So. Why doesn't Trix cereal have shapes anymore? Now it's just swirls.. but the fruity shapes were so much cooler!

I love Trix. But I think my favorite is cinnamon toast crunch.

My science teacher wants me to take the test to get into honors biology!! :) Yay.

I'm sick of writing. So I'm going to go watch youtube videos now. Au revoir tout le monde.

Long day-

I have no more energy.. so tired. I stayed up until 2 in the morning about every night this week. I shall start my rant on my day now.

So. School. I had to do a presentation in French today. Luckily, Desiree stole my book from me so I knew absolutely nothing she was talking about. I said my 2 sentences of which I knew, and she finished the rest of the presentation. It felt very wierd just standing there listening to Desiree talk. Can you say awkward? Yeah.. and at the end the teacher had to ask me why I never talk in class... that was just as awkward. Um... I don't know. I used to talk ALL THE TIME. But once I got to high school I grew to be shy, which is extremely odd/annoying, and I hate it. I've gotten to where I don't talk to my parents either. They never listen, so I don't bother. The only thing they do is nag at me and fight with eachother. Although my mom usually starts it. She's one of those people who like to stir up drama.. ugh. I guess I don't really talk to anybody much now, because nobody cares. I mean.. I don't blame them. When I do talk, it's usually to myself when I'm home alone. Or on my blog. But half the things I want to say on here, I can't.

I should be working on my art sketches. But I'm not. I don't care if they're due tomorrow, I do not want to do them right now.

Alex B. Skylar, and Desiree are all dragging me to homecoming. Do I want to go? No, I don't. I'd much rather be ice skating. So after ensemble practice on Friday, Skylar and I are going over to Alex's house to get ready. That's going to be hell. I hate people bothering me when I'm getting ready. So.. this will be interesting. And besides the fact that I don't even want to go makes it 10 times worse.

I wait for Meghan everyday. I wait for her coming and leaving from choir, I wait for her when she goes to her locker... yet, she never waits for me. Apparently Jacob is more important. Which, I'm pretty much used to by now. Gee. She only see's Jacob in choir, between every class, at lunch, at her locker, on the weekends, and at eachothers houses.. I see her at lunch, and she can't even wait for me to get my stuff together. Oh no, she just takes off with Jacob. So I don't even try anymore. I've officially given up. They don't care about anybody else; I'm not important to them anymore.

My parents had life groups tonight at church. It was an adult only group so I sat in the main area and did homework- for 2 freaking hours. But I overheard the group leader, Rosanne. She said "if there is something in your head, that you can't get out, that's God talking to you, telling you to do something." That line is stuck in my head.

Brick wall.

I have 8 art sketches due on Thursay, which I haven't started on yet, and I need to do a couple more just to get bonus points. So I'll be spending the rest of the night tonight, and all day tomorrow sketching. Yay.

Art projects were due today- my bowl came out okay, but it could have been better.

I don't really feel like talking. So, I'll end this post here.

Hmph.

Have you ever been told something you wanted to know, and didn't want to know all at the same time? Because I'm thinking this kind of thing has only happened to me. Thanks to you Jacob, I don't plan on getting any sleep in my near future. Thank goodness I have a lot of homework to do to keep my distracted from my thoughts.

Have you ever thought about something so hard, until you confused yourself?

Have you ever said a word out loud over and over and over until it has no meaning?

Is this normal that I do that? Hm. Well I do it anyways, so.. yeah. Mhm.

Jacob and I had a pretty amazing "that's what she said" war at lunch. Poor Meghan didn't have a clue what we were talking about. (As usual.)

Me: (I Made a comment about my art project, I don't remember what it was)

Jacob: "That's what she said!" *starts laughing*

ME: "Haha!" *more laughing*

Meghan: "Wait, what? Who said what?"

Me: "No, Meghan, it's a joke."

Meghan: "I don't get it."

Me: *slams head against brick wall*

I don't think Meghan can keep up with these jokes, but neither I, nor Jacob, plan on explaining any of them to her.

(And if you're reading this, which I highly doubt, you might as well stop here because you will have no clue what I'm talking about from here to the end of this post.)

Anyways. So I'm not sure whether to yell or celebrate, and I'm not sure if I want to punch Meghan first or Jacob. Jacob started it, but Meghan brought it up. Well actually, I brought it up, she just added on. And then Jacob decides he's going to gush the whole story.. :/ Which I still can't decide if it's good or bad.

Umm... hello...? Seriously? I'm right here, I'm not oblivious to your position on this.. although I kind of wish I was, but then again I don't. Agh! Jacob- Tis your fault!

It's not that complicated dude.

Be brave.

:/

Please.

Mmm... starbucks.

Starbucks' tall double chocolatey chip is delicious. Yum. Desi got one, and so did I. I drank mine in a matter of minutes, however, she was sipping on hers throughout the whole evening.

At the moment, she is on her iPod. We've had a lot of fun. We killed about an hour of time on Etsy, looking at the handmade dresses. Some were beautiful, others looked like curtains. Yay.

My current song obsessions:
"Crush Crush Crush" by Paramore.
"Fighting for My Life" by Savannah Outen.
"The Moment I Said it" by Imogen Heap.

My art sketches are due on the 4th, which means I'll have to cram them all in if I want to finish. Also, my clay project is due Monday, as well as the French project. On Tuesday, my poetry anthology is due. Lots to do.

After making my fairly large bowl for my clay project, I still have a large clump of clay in which I'm not sure what to do with. I have to make something else. Maybe I could make a different kind of bowl. Original, I know. But I hate hand building clay objects. I wish we could use the pottery wheel, but the art teacher won't let us.

Desiree is about to fall asleep.

Things Currently on My Mind:
-I wonder if I will wake up before her.
-I wonder if Meghan even cares anymore.
-My iPod has recently been freaking out.
-I hope I can skate tomorrow.
-People never keep their promises.
-Half the things I want to say here, I can't.
-Sometimes, I wonder.. am I invisible to you?
-I patiently wait here.. and wait.. until the thought shall occur..
-I love this song, it's relatable ("The Moment I Said it" by Imogen Heap)
-Come on..
-I'm losing.

Woah.. that was wierd

So now my mom is letting Desiree come over. :) (Many thanks owed to my dad who talked some sense into my mother)

So I played in the snow :) for like.. 5 minutes. Then I got bored and came back inside.

I also learned that it's extremely difficult to rid snow of your driveway only using a broom. (The shovel is in my dad's truck)

And since I couldn't shovel the snow at all, I couldn't get it off my patio- therefore, I could not freeze water on the patio, thus, not being able to ice skate. Well, I can shovel it in the morning, cover the patio in water, let it freeze, then water, let it freeze, water it, let it freeze, water it.. you get the point, until the ice is thick enough. Which should take about an hour or two total. So I hope it stays below freezing tomorrow so I can skate.

Mhm! Got some information in the mail today from a couple colleges. :]

Oh, I watched the movie Fame the other night. It was really long, and had no plot. But I liked it- kind of.

Snow Day!

It's about time we had some more snow. Although, I'm kind of ready for it to stop snowing so I can ice skate. I don't want to have to shovel snow off of the ice every ten minutes. (Although I already have to do that after doing spins.) While I was waiting for the snow to stop, I pulled out my camera. :) These are my pictures, and not ones that I pulled from google. (Shocking, I know) Thank you Meghan for showing me that I have a SD card slot built into my laptop.. now I don't have to use the cord, and the crappy photo program. :) (I think most of these are in black and white. I don't like colored photos as much.



Bowl for art- covered in a wet paper towel so it doesn't dry up.



This seems to be his favorite pose.. he moved his head so it's slightly blurry.



Patiently waiting to skate.



:] Yeah. Where's the ice?

Lists-

People who hate me:
1. Jacob. The feeling is mutual.

2. Maddie. For reasons I don't know.

3. Kristyn. Because I threw ketchup all over her (On accident..) and for other reasons... yeah..

4. Brenna. Uhm.. next time she tells people to shut up, maybe she should shut up as well?

5. Austin. What the hell did I ever do to you?

6. Quinton. See comment on number 5.

7. Sarah. Uhm.. I think I talk too much for her.

8. Brandon. (Hey look, you made this list!) Uhm, he made a comment at lunch, I don't remember what it was.

9. Taylor. She still hates me for intercepting her lame throw..

10. The art teacher. Excuse me, but it'd be nice if you didn't give me an F on every project. Sure I didn't finish.. but it's still semi-beautiful..


Now let's change gears, and switch it up a bit. :) Muah ha ha.

Things/people that love(d) me:
1. My dead fish loved me. Well.. sometimes I didn't clean his tank when I should have. So.. he loved me.

2. My doggie..

3. Uh... the stuck up snot in English must love me because I haven't duck taped her to the desk. Yet.

Mmm.... okay.

Drawing Wars!

4th hour. History. Me. vs. Emilee. It. Went. Down.

She was writing a note and showed me a picture, so I stole the paper from her and doodled. Then she doodled. Then I doodled. Then she did, then I did. Eventually, it came down to who could draw the wierdest/ugliest/funniest/best worst picture ever. The battle continues.

Be prepared Emilee, be prepared.. You better watch it or I might doodle on your face... ^Insert scary music here^

Lacey loves me this I hope, for she's never told me so! Oh to her my heart will long, just to sing her birthday song :) Yes, Lacey loves me! Yes, Lacey loves me. Yes, Lacey loves me! She's never TOLD.... ME... SOOOOOO!! :)

Another day, another article.

A new article about Logan was published in the Newspaper. Oh Logan.. why would you do this.? If only you were here to see everything that you're missing.

Miss you lots, thinking of you always. <3

"Oh, I've seen fire and I've seen rain
I've seen sunny days that I thought would never end
I've seen lonely times when I could not find a friend
But I always thought that I'd see you again"
-James Taylor

So many backgrounds!

Mhm! Okay. I can't decide which layout I like best! I'm trying to decide between 7 different ones.. though I'm really diggin the purple one with the bows :) So I might keep that..

UPDATE: Went with the purple one! I still love it the most. To the other templates out there- sorry to disappoint, but y'all just didn't measure up.

Learning Life Lessons

Hey, that's alliteration! Yay! Finally, my English teacher has taught me something somewhat useful. Tonight, I've learned 2 things.

1. Drama is so stupid, and never ending.

2. Hot chocolate fixes everything.

If only you were here..

Logan- I found a picture of you and I when we were younger, in the jeep. I miss those days. I have that picture saved. I look at it every day and think of you. I wish you were still here.

Same names- Lame.

Just noticed.. why do lots of my friends have the same names? I will now put their initial too. So I don't get confused.

Alex, Alex, and Alex.. acutally, there's a French kid in my class who's name is also Alex. So that would be Alex, Alex, Alex, and Alex.

-Alex P.
-Alex B.
-Alex S.
-Alex R.

-Meghan B.
-Megan W.
-Megan M.

-Taylor H.
-Taylor R.

-Hannah L.
-Hannah N.

-Savanna W.
-Savannah F.

-Sydney F.
-Sydney G.

-McKenzie M.
-Mackenzie K.

I guess that's all I can think of right now. But it's so funny.. I'll say one of their names and their duplicate name buddies all say "what?" at the same time. :)

Scary!

I was sitting on my bed reading my book on the French Revolution, when I heard a knock on my door. I said, "Yeah?" There was no answer. I waited a second, got up, opened the door.... and there was no one there. I swear to you.. I swear. This house is haunted. Geez this place creeps me out.

Vents at night also really creep me out. I'm always afraid there's a person in there looking at me... I'm totally serious. There are reasons why I don't watch scary movies; I don't need more things to freak out about. But the vent in my bathroom, scares me the most. Everytime I look up at it, I see a face. I'm not even kidding. I swear to you.. I don't like this house!!

Yuck okay.. changing topics so I can get this off my mind. My quick list.

1. Maddie hates me.

2. Taylor hates me after I intercepted her plastic wrapper toss into the trash can during lunch. (Maddie suggested I add this to my list, so I am.)

3. I don't like how creepy this house is.

4. My French project is very enjoyable.

5. I recently discovered how much I love learning about the French Revolution. (My sister would be so proud)

6. My dog needs to be groomed.

7. My room needs to be cleaned. Eh. I'll pass.

8. We have nothing good to eat in this house. Again. We never do.

9. I just realized I have to give a presentation for French... ack.

10. The Hangover is the dumbest movie ever. It wasn't even funny.

11. I should be wearing my bands for my braces but I'm not.

12. Whoever invented the highlighter was a genius.

13. Ready for school on Monday!

14. Church in the morning. Yuck. :P Well, I get to see Taylor. (A different Taylor. Not the one that hates me as stated above.) And we have to start the stupid scripture a day :( Talk about borrrringgg.

15. I hate being disappointed.

16. One of these weekends, Alex will come over and we will chill! :) Because we're just that cool.

17. Sony Vegas Pro is complicated. And it doesn't save videos in a good format. You have to convert it. Which takes a while.. but either way, it still beats Windows Media Player.

18. I want an Apple computer, because PC's get viruses on them, and they just suck in general. Plus they're ugly.

19. I need to put the keys 'F' and the down arrow key on my keyboard. Because they don't exist right now. See, I have this bad habbit of pulling up the keys while I'm waiting for websites to load.

20. Nobody ever reads the "Terms of Use Agreements"; they're so long. I guess they serve a good purpose, but everyone just clicks the "I agree" button without even glancing at it.

21. My list is getting rather long.

22. I shall stop here.

Maddie Maddie Maddie!

I love you Maddie! :)Look! You're so special that you get a whole post JUST about YOU! Be happy because I love you! (Like a fish or a sibling.) :)

This is my title.

Mmk. So I walked into english class, and all the kids were gathered around John's phone watching Larry Platt's "Pants on the Ground". Lol That guy is amazing. Hopefully he gets an album. If he does, I will definitely buy it. There was a chinese guy on one of the earlier seasons of American Idol who was awful and got an record deal. Therefore, I have hope for Larry.

Also in English, we're currently doing a poetry unit. So my teacher plays a song every day or so, to get us to think about the words. Last week, she made us listen to some stupid song about flys in the butter. It was as stupid as it sounds. Luckily today, she played a decent song rather than that... crap.

Hmm okay. Last night I was doing homework, looked at the clock, and the time was 9:11. How scary is that? I think I'm still cursed thanks to Brandon's voodoo song. :(

Algebra was interesting. The people in my group, Anna and Brittany, were discussing the flavor of paper. I am a smart child, (haha, yeah right.) because I do not eat paper. Besides... if you eat the lined paper, wouldn't you get lead poisoning from the ink? It makes sense that you would. Anyways. So Brittany decided that she was going to prove to me how it doesn't taste bad. She ate half a sheet of paper. I'm totally serious. It was disgusting. She chewed and swallowed it, and I though I was going to barf. No joke. It. Was. Nasty.

We started clay in art today. It's so much harder to work with than I thought. Yikes. I hope my project doesn't blow up in the kiln. :/

Yuck. Sketches for art are due in a few weeks. Blahhhhhhh.

Okay, enough about school. There are more important things to talk about. At the moment, I can't think of any.

Oh yeah, my aunt might be putting an offer on a house, that means she will be moving out! YESSS!!!!!! It's about time.!

And my sister got me a fancy bracelet from Mexico. Yes.

And I have a science test tomorrow. It shall be tres easy.

I can't find the back to my phone. :/

Maybe I should write a paragraph instead of random sentences, but I don't feel like it, so I won't.

I'm going to stop here because I have nothing else to say.

Mmmk.

So I kinda feel like rambling.. and not using capitalization or punctuation. I dunno. Yeah, yeah, whatever.

Okay. So I got soup from McAllisters and it was very scrum-dili-umptious. Yeah that's right... I went there. Sometimes I get their iced tea, the un-sweetened kind, and put my own sugar in. They use WAYYYY too much sugar. Way too much times 5292798256167406916. But whatever, you know? Precisely.

I have a lovely pile of homework calling my name, but I am putting it off until I finish this post. Which may be a while... which is okay with me.

Grr. So yesterday, we were doing a science experiment. We had to measure the temperature of boiling water every 30 seconds for 30 minutes. Woo. Boiling water.. yay. That was one intense experiment. One person from our group was to record the data, to share with the other group members the next day. So Austin decides he wanted to be the data recorder person, because he's oh so organized. **insert eye roll here** So he ends up mixing up the data, so the numbers aren't in order. When he figures out he jacked up the numbers, the bell rang to go home. Greaat. That went well. NOT. So today, guess who doesn't show up to class! Austin! So here we are with NO data, and 0% of our worksheet completed, which happened to be due at the end of the hour. Oh joy. My group members and I have decided to NEVER leave him in charge of anything. So we ended up copying another groups data, and not finishing the worksheet(s). So clearly, this is Austin's fault. And you know why he wasn't at school? He said he was "stressed and needed a break". HELLO! Did the thought ever occur to YOU are the most crucial part to this experiment!! Idiot.. Next time I see him, I'm going to try not to punch him in the face- 20% because of the science experiment failure, %20 percent because he has REALLY (emphasis on the REALLY!!!) weird friends, 10% because he's annoying, and 50% because he is ugly. Austin if you ever come across this, offense intended.

This kid tried to beat me up in choir. Haha, what a fail it was for him!

Him: "You wanna go?"

Me: "Sure!"

Then using 1 hand, I shoved him into a row of chairs on which he fell on :)

He stood back up, and I shoved him again, this time, he knocked over all of the chairs. :) Good times. Haha. And in class when he's being annoying, I just pull off my I.D. and hit him in the leg. He starts whining about how it hurt. Here's how I work Austin. Just so you now. If you don't annoy me, you keep your face. It's not that complicated. But he thinks it is.

Or my personal favorite time.. we were in science, doing another experiment. He was in my group. Again. (Unfortunately.) He was standing behind a lab table and kept trying to kick me. When he wasn't looking, I kicked his leg, his knee gave out and hit the table, there was a loud bang, and he was doubled over in pain. :)

You know, I just realized I would make a good Jane. You know, the evil vampire.. part of the Volturi... in the Twilight series? Yeah.. Those are good books.

I'm so ready for Eclipse to come out! I hope it will be amazing as New Moon! I was sobbing like.. 10 minutes into the movie. Apparently Meghan thought I was more entertaining than the movie, as she laughed at me the whole time. **insert yet another eye roll here**

Yeah. So I need a new design for my blog, as well as a new name. I'm tired of the green-ness. I want purple.. purple is cool. Although Blogger makes it really hard to get your blog to look the way you want. A lot of their templates are pretty ugly, and you can't really customize them. Hmm. Yeah. That suck. Utterly.

Algebra was interesting. Anna was talking the whole time... no, more like jabbering. Not even kidding. She had cookies for lunch, and that made her REALLY REALLY hyper, which isn't good. Because she's never quiet when she's hyper. She sits at my group. (There are 2-4 desks in a group, and I sit in a group of 3) They weren't just any cookies, oh no. They were loaded (see how I put emphasis on the loaded without saying "emphasis on loaded"? yay me) with M&M's. So here I was, sitting quietly at my desk, occasionally looking up at the quiet but focused girl across from me, trying to decode this foreign language called Algebra, while Anna continued to jabber away. Neither I, nor the girl across from me (whose name escapes me) were paying any regard to what she was saying. Finally I just looked up at Anna and said "shut. ^insert dramatic pause between words here^ up." She says playfully, "No, you shut up!" She started laughing and giggling... she thought it was some kind of game, she thought I was kidding! Clearly, I was busy trying to focus. (Hahaha, me and focusing go together like... like pickles and screaming kids. It just doesn't happen.) So Algebra sucked.

Then the girl across from me, ahh I remember her name now! Brittany! Ah yes. Brittany started talking about erasers, and which brands work better than others, then she started talking about magic pencils, and how she wishes you could draw things in.

This kind of reminded me about an episode of Spongebob my cousin forced me to watch. The episode was about how Spongebob found a magical pencil, and everything he drew came to life. He drew a version of himself (who turns out to be evil, who he named doodlebob.) It was a stupid episode. Actually, anything related to Spongebob is stupid. FACT: Most T.V. shows produce material on a 3rd grade level. So when I say that Spongebob melts my brain, it's true.

^getting back on topic!!^

So Brittany was talking about drawing things in, and I mentioned something about drawing in Russia, a space shuttle, and control panel for the shuttle, and drawing more magic pencils with the magic pencils. Don't ask me how I got in that discussion, as I'm not really sure. It's all a blur...

Anyways. Oh my GEEESH! Dad- my door was CLOSED when you barged through it, and you walk out and leave it OPEN. Hello, do I do that to you? No! I don't! So shut the damn door when you leave! And maybe learn to knock while your at it.. Geez... It's not rocket science.

Hmm.. about an hour later, I have drank half of my GIANT glass of ice cold, McAllisters un-sweet tea, typed this whole post, and managed to still put off my homework.

Hey! My sister and husband are coming back tonight! Or should I say.. this morning? They went

^interrupting the above sentence momentarily.. oh my gosh. I went up and shut the door again. 2 minutes later, guess who comes barging in again!!!!! AGH!!!!!^

Where was I? Oh yes, my sister. They went on a vacation with his company that he works for, and stayed for several nights in Mexico. By the beach. With clear water! lucky.. their plane arrives around 11, and they'll be back around midnight tonight.

Okay. I have much more to say, but I must say farewell for this post. My father is annoying the heck out of me, and bothering me to hurry up. (I don't know why.) Hello, I have another.. ^counts on fingers^ hour and 13 minutes to get to bed. Don't you be telling me to hurry up! This is my personal blogging time. How rude of you to interrupt me.. 3 times! Grr.

Working with clay in art tomorrow! FINALLY!!

My list of random.

1) Teachers never keep their promises.

2) Planning your schedule out for the rest of your high school years is stupid. I don't even know what I want to do, how am I supposed to know what classes to take?

3) Maddie hates me.

4) My art teacher spent all hour teaching us how to make coils. I'm pretty sure a 3 year old could do it. It was stupid for him to explain.

5) They don't have very many glazes to choose from.

6) I wish you didn't have to be a junior to take interior design. :(

7) The A+ program is stupid.. I don't want my options limited to one college.

8) My mother is annoying.

9) Hi y'all. :) I'm southern.

10) There's nothing to eat!!!!!!!!! :(

11) Grr. I'm still mad about deleting my posts. I went from having 27 to like... 10.

12) Science review tomorrow :) Love that class.

13) My blog needs a new name, because it is borrrringgggg!!

Thank goodness for student teachers who explain things better than the acutal teacher does! My science teacher makes formulas much harder than they should be. Hm. I love all of my decent student teachers out there. You guys rock. :)

Early Morning and Missing a Friend.

Yeah. I have school in a few minutes. I have a feeling today is going to go either really well, or really bad. So it should be interesting.

My old friend Logan died a few days ago, and they just announced it today. He was the first thing on my mind this morning when I woke up. It's really sad, and kind of selfish of him to do that. He just left everyone else to deal with it.

I wonder how his brothers are doing. I haven't talked to them in a while.

Logan was kinda weird... but he was still funny. It's hard for me to get all of this in my head. Justin, my neighbor, my friend, the little boy that lived down the street - is gone. I hope the family is doing well, and I hope this awful memory of him soon passes so I can continue to live without this hanging over me. Ugh.

On the bright side, we start clay today in art. :) It's going to be fun. I hope.

My Midnight Post:

I feel that my blog is quite pathetic. I need more pictures. So I'm here to do just that.

And I'm still mad that I had to delete 97% of my old posts. That sucked.

Sasha Coen. Her precision is incredible! I wish my jumps and spins looked like hers. Just look at her layback spin! Sure it looks easy. But you try bending back that far on ice skates, on your rocker, while keeping your balance centered. Yeah. That's what I thought.

It's amazing that she only started skating when she was 10 or so, and she's already been to the olympics. She should competing in Vancouver this year!

So excited for the Olympics! It will be awesome. I hope she wins; she really deserves it.


Look at that! That's insane. Can YOU do that? No, I didn't think so. I'm ready to pull my ice skates back out.

You know what's so stupid? Skating levels. Between USFSA and ISI and Skate UK levels, it's impossible to NOT start off in a beginning class!

ISI levels are retarded. They require you to start off in the tot classes, then a hockey tot class (wtf!), before you move up to Pre-Alpha, Alpha, Beta, Gamma, and Delta at which you don't even compete yet! So basically you have to go through 2 levels of beginners courses which is the dumbest thing I've ever heard. After all that crap, then you go up to Freestyle classes 1-8. I'm so glad around here, they only have USFSA which makes it easier for beginners to compete and skip all the stupid "tot" classes. But they do make kids take "snowplow sam" classes which is good. Those are designed for little kids. If you aren't a kid, you start off in Basic 1-8. Which is a much more efficiently designed system. And Skate UK is almost identical to ISI, which is totally worthless in my opinion. They need to redo their whole learn to skate program. Unless you take USFSA lessons when you're a beginner, you're screwed if you want to compete.

La la la-

So let me tell you right now... this whole bedtime at 10 is not flying with me. It's stupid. Only I don't feel like talking about it.

Once again I'm blogging from my phone, and I swear there is something under my bed that is growling. It's moments like these I'm glad I haven't seen Paranormal Activity. *shudders*

Me and scary movies don't mix. At all. Just ask Meghan. Seriously! She and I went to see the 3D version of A Christmas Carol a while ago... that was traumatic. Yeah, that's right. You haven't seen this movie until you've seen in in 3D. Wouldn't you shriek too if giant horses with red eyes and a nasty glare were jumping out at you with full force? Yeah, that's what I thought.

So I stand defended.

Okay. My blog had like... 27 posts, and now it has only 10. I had to delete many of them. Why? Just trust me, there would have been a trainwreck.

Je suis bored!

Blogging from my phone:

Hello again. Instead of typing this on my computer, I decided to log onto my internet via my cellular device, and blog from here. This is my first time doing it. Thank goodness I have a full keyboard on my phone; it makes texting and typing a whole lot easier.

My knees have been bothering me lately, but I think they're getting better. Maybe it's from all the chocolate milk. ;) But I did gymnastics, and that never bothered them...

Hmm... hi :)

Wow, feel the burn... my arms are getting a work out from all this texting.

Jacob still stalks Meghan, I haven't been able to talk to her in a long time. Although, it's okay because I have Shelby. :)

Finally Some Time to Blog!

I have been pretty busy, and haven't had time to blog. I've wanted to blog for a while now, but I am stealing the opportunity while a can.

I have science homework and an English poem due tomorrow. I will put them off. I'm not in the mood. Yay me!

My G'ma got me a very soft, warm and fuzzy polka-dot blanket. I love it so much. :) I use it every day. (And night)

I have an art test tomorrow. Yay. Not. And I still need to study for it. Yay again. And no, again.

We got a treadmill! But it hurts my knees :(

We got snow and -15 degree temperatures! So I used it to my advantage. I was able to ice my patio. It felt great to have my skates on again! I landed my toe loop, and improved my spins. Yay me :)